Thursday, April 27, 2006

wondering what to do next...Pavilion for Singapore Biennale 2006?

"Organized by the National Arts Council, Singapore Biennale 2006 will take place from 4 September to 12 November 2006. This is the country's first international showcase of contemporary visual arts.
As part of this event, Shigeru Ban* and Richard Ho** are collaborating to erect a pavilion at SMU Park, Bras Brasah. Shigeru Ban has specifically requested for the pavilion to be built with the help of 20 architecture students from the Department of Architecture at the National University of Singapore. This is a rare opportunity to work with two renowned architects on the execution of a project in Singapore.
Any student from Year 1 to 5 are eligible to apply. The task will take place and complete in July 2006. "

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yes... it's finally over... or well, one can say tt im almost there. 22nd may to hand up hardbound copy and that's it.

wrote in to hope to participate in this biennale.... not sure if i can get it (they take only 20 ppl), but it'll be definitely an experience to wking hands on with an architect & his paper architecture that i've researched on... :) admire his spirit of experimention with paper as a structural building material to the extent that he managed to get japan bldg laws to pass regulation for that....

not many archi stuffs or architects thrills me nowadays (i really have no interests in taking part in competitions... )- but the thot of wking w Shigeru Ban seems exciting to me! :D yeah.... and he's one of those who started this voluntary architect netwk...
http://www.shigerubanarchitects.com/

& i hope i can learn smthg fr richard ho beyond him criting my thesis too heh...
http://www.richardhoarchitects.com/

Thursday, April 20, 2006

phew....

finally...

completed all the thesis dwgs @ 5.56am of 20 april 06...

what a day to commemorate... heh....

Monday, April 17, 2006

標竿人生

標竿人生 (專輯名稱: 標竿人生/ 靈糧堂宣教神學院)

我的存在不是偶然
我的存在是你主宰
我的生命是你的期待
因我是你所珍愛

獻上我生命作你的器皿
讓你掌管尊你為王
戰勝苦難使人得盼望
勝過黑暗彰顯你榮光

我的生命我的氣息
動作存留全在乎你
用你眼光來看我自己
一生活在你永恆計畫裡

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Praise You In This Storm

Casting Crowns - Praise You In This Storm (From the album Lifesong)
I was sure by now God

You would have reached down

And wiped our tears away

Stepped in and saved the day

But once again, I say Amen and it is still raining

As the thunder rolls

I barely hear You whisper through the rain

I AM with you And as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise the God who givesAnd takes away

Chorus:

I'll praise You in this storm

And I will lift my hands

For You are who You are

No matter where I am

Every tear I've cried

You hold in Your hand

You never left my side

And though my heart is torn

I will praise You in this storm

I remember when I stumbled in the wind

You heard my cry You raised me up again

My strength is almost gone

How can I carry on If I cant find You

As the thunder rolls I barely hear You whisper through the rain

I AM with you And as Your mercy falls

I raise my hands and praise the God

who gives And takes away

Chorus:(2x)

I lift my eyes unto the hills

Where does my help come from?

My help comes from the Lord

The maker of Heaven and Earth

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

His unfailing love sent by an angel...



was really contemplating to talk to yp, and not to go for good friday outreach event... felt i really needed those hours to do the wk...

had psa 139:14 + psa 143: 7-8 this morning...

answer me quickly, O lord; my spirit fails. (ya Lord, you betta hurry, coz i think i cmi liao....)
Do not hid your face from me or I will be like those who go down to the pits. (there's a bottle of acrylic glue on my table, sometimes i do my wk till i almost feel like just drinkg the glue... forgive me Lord for my lack of faith)
Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love,
for I have put my trust in you.
Show me the way I should go, for to you I lift my soul.
( im lost if You don't answer me and help me Lord...)

when i went back to studio aft devotion time - the word of His unfailing love was "sent" by a bro-in-christ in the form of breakfast in front of my comp terminal...

*tears*

this reminded me of His faithfulness for me during my 2nd year DT studio... when i had no plans 3 days b4 submission... when i was so fearful tt i'll fail, and kept breaking down emotionally... God spoke in Chinese to me that "His Grace is sufficient for me, His power is made perfect in my weakness." *tears*

fr then on, God sent help - notebk and food thru' fellow bro & sis in Christ.... and i passed that semester! - a miracle fr God...

thank you Lord for such a vivid reminder of Your grace & love for me... felt so encouraged tt i think i cld better face the next 7 days.... *sobsob*

Monday, April 10, 2006

cakes yp12 made tog...


though i was really tired aft the cake making session... im happy with my heart shape cake... shared it w studiomates and they like it! heh... :p

p.s we really used alot alot of chocolate...

was walking along expo halls to svc... i was marvelling at all the christians walking out from previous service fr CHC & FCBC... was quite happy to see that thou' god's children come in all shapes and sizes, what a wonderful thing that god loves all of them the same including me!... :) heh

Saturday, April 08, 2006

when i am weak i am strong...

felt really scared last night - my autocad programme had some problem. material assignmt for rendering in sketchup has alot of problem rendering curve surfaces... im no where near completion of my 3d cad model... and 11 days left.

i had my bible opened b4 my comp, and really held on the verses in psa 23 - as the computer screen flickers having difficulty processing the file with risk of crashing every few min, i held on to these verses and repeat these words of God in my heart and praying that the comp wld not crash. (and it did not.)

the Lord is my Shepherd,
i shall not be in want.
He make me lie down in green pastures,
He leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness for His name's sake.
Even though I walk through valley of the shadow of death (or through the darkness valley),
I will fear no evil,
for You are with me;

through a christian music programme tt i was listening to - God reminded me of the word "unfailing" love of God. I guess very often I tend to fear of the great "failing possibility" of my own ability in thesis. and every -ve thot that i was having in my mind, somehow the unsung lyrics of the instrumental songs on that radio station spoke and dispelt those -ve thots & fear...

this morning during breakfast - i told God how tired im feeling abt this whole production... thousands of doubting thoughts crowding my mind of what the crit may say abt my scheme ("...not resolved... see...you should have listened to me... not architectural enoff... not sophiscated enoff to be a final year thesis... your drawings do not have the complexity of a final yr project... blah blah blah")

As I read Psa 18-20... i found these verses of promises of God...

I love You, O Lord, my Strength.
The Lord is my Rock, my Fortress and my Deliverer;
my God is my Rock, in whom I take refuge.
He is my shield and the horn of my Salvation,
my stronghold.
I call on to the Lord, who is worthy of praise, and I am saved from my enemies....

In my distress I call to the Lord; (Lord, only you know how distress im feeling)
I cried to my God for help. (i felt sometimes i wld never make it to the end and graduate, the mind is a constant battle field of word of God and the -ve thots and fear)
From His temple He heard my voice,
My cry came before Him, into His ears...

You, O Lord, keep my lamp burning;
my God turns my darkness into light.
With Your help, I can advance against a troop;
with my God, I can scale a wall....

Who can discern his errors?
Forgive my hidden faults.
Keep your servant also from willful sins;
may they not rule over me.
Then will I be blameless, innocent of great transgression.
May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart be pleasing in Your sight, (O Lord, help me to dwell on and speak of your promises all the time...)
O Lord, my Rock and my Redeemer.

(like God answering my call to Him... these verses speak to me)
May the Lord answer You when you are in distress;
may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
May He send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion.
May He remembers all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings.
May He give you the desires of your heart
and make all your plans succeed. (this verse always have double meaning for aki students... must constantly claim it)
We will shout for joy when you are victorious
and will lift up our banners in the name of our God.
May the Lord grant all your requests.

Now I know that the Lord saves His anointed;
He answers him from His Holy Heaven with the saving power of His right hand.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.
They are brought to their knees and fall, but we rise up and stand firm.

somehow, as i read these promises of God again and again in my heart, fear started to disappear and peace of God came.

There is much ahead for the next 2 weeks... my mind may not be able to fully perceive how i can make it there... but since God says His unfailing love & word of God is UNFAILING... Lord, I would try my best to trust in You.

Friday, April 07, 2006

有一首歌

有一首歌--南方二重唱
词 曲:周治平编曲:王豫民
有一首歌叫做温柔
只有那爱过的人才能听懂
它轻轻柔柔飘到心中
它最美却最难守候
有一种愁叫做寂寞
只有那爱过的人才能形容
它冰冰冷冷躲在心中
藏住了泪却掩不住痛
有一个梦叫做永久
只有那爱过的人才能诉说
当繁华落尽後依然默默相守
它最古老也最执著
如果当初我们都懂
就不会如此轻易让你远走
在多年以後
蓦然回首
往事依旧而我寂寞如昨

world on fire~ what can you do with $150,000?

Thursday, April 06, 2006

你永遠不會改變

你永遠不會改變 (專輯名稱: 標竿人生)

每當你出現在我眼前 我的世界就要改變
每當你陪伴在我身邊
我們之間有無數的語言
每當你笑著向我眨眼 我的一生是美麗花園
雖然偶而有暴風冰雪
我們的愛沒有界線

你永遠不會改變 這是你永恆的約
我願意被你疼愛到永遠
這世界我別無眷戀 跟隨你永遠不後悔

我飛到碧海藍天 想逃離你的視線
你仍然守候我回到你的心田
孤單 陪伴我的黑夜
你的愛領我出曠野

Saturday, April 01, 2006

enlarging the tent of faith & be fisher of men... Isaiah 54 & Luke 4 & 5

Isa 54:1-8
"Sing, O barren woman, you who never bore a child;
burst into song, shout for joy,
you who were never in labor;
because more are the children of the desolate woman than of her who has a husband,"
says the Lord.
"Enlarge the place of your tent,
stretch your tent curtains wide,
do not hold back;
lengthens your cords,
strengthen your stakes.
For you will spread out to the right and to the left;
your descendants will dispossess nations & settle in their desolate cities.

Do not be afraid; you will not suffer shame.
Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated.
You will forget the shame of your youth
& remember no more the reproach of your widowhood.

For your Maker IS your Husband -
The Lord Almighty is His name,
the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer;
He is called the God of all the earth.

The Lord will call you back as if you were a wife deserted & distressed in spirit -
a wife who married young, only to be rejected, "
says your God.

For a brief moment I abandoned you,
but with deep compassion I will bring you back.
In a surge of anger I hid my face from you for a moment,
but with everlasting kindness I will have compassion on you,"
says the Lord your Redeemer.
v.9b - 10
...so now I have sworn not to be angry with you, never to rebuke you again.
though the mountains be shaken and the hills be removed,
yet My unfailing love for you will not be shaken nor my covenant of peace be removed,"
says the Lord, who has compassion on you.
v. 17
no weapon forged against you will prevail,
and you will refute every tongue that accuses you.
This IS the heritage of the servants of the Lord,
and this IS their vindication from me.
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Luke 4 -5:11
Luke 4: Tempted BUT never sin:
Becoming an example for Us in times of tests: Jesus Himself being put thru' test & becomes an overcomer of sin
types of tests:
1. (v.3-4) pressured to live on "how I feel (e.g. hungry, busy, tired, lazy) /food/work instead v.s living on God's word (life of FAITH) and worshipping Him"
2. (v. 5-8) pressured to establish our own kindom of Gods (e.g. pride of life) v.s. being /buiding the Kingdom of God/ worshipping for God
3. (v. 9 - 12) pressured to put Lord to test > doubting the sovereignty of God in our lives/ word of God spoken about our lives
4. (v. 22, 24, 28-29) discouragements/ anger/ rejection/ inacceptance / abandonment from people close to us/around us of walking in what God calls us to do (will of God: v.18-19, 21) overcoming by THE POWER OF SPIRIT (v.14) - HE WALKED RIGHT THROUGH THE CROWD AND WENT ON HIS WAY (v.30).
Using The Authority& Power of God - Teaching(v.31) , Delieverance (v.33-37; 41), Healing (v.38-40)
Solitary Time with God: Jesus' Recharging Time ALONE to 'get the Good News'
1) Getting the perspective right > Our Purpose in life: preaching the gd news of kingdom of God to others - &
2) setting boundary to protect our solitary time with God, so you'll have Good News to preach/share!!!
>>> Good News is not just some verses written in bible BUT daily word of God speaking to you; word of God working in your life
Know that HARVEST wld come in when you hear God's word and move in obedience & faith!!!
v.5:4-5
aft hearing God's word: God'll choose you to be the FIRST to put out into deep water BY FAITH (aft you've work whole day without seeing result) and let down the nets for a catch.
>>> "Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. BUT because YOU SAY SO, I WILL LET DOWN THE NETS." v.5
when they(Jesus & Simon) had done so, THEY CAUGHT SUCH A LARGE No. of fish that THEIR NETS BEGAN TO BREAK.(and had to signaled to their partners to come and help them, they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink).
>>Knowing that we've encountered the Lord when such miraculous catch happens... not by might, not by strength, but by power of the Holy Spirit!
DROPPING all things & follow Him!
From now on, we will catch fisher of men! (promise of God spoken)
They pulled their boats up on shore (whatever they were doing before meeting God) & left everything & follow Him.